Hmmm... Let's see
Its been months since i last posted
Its been months since that day
And its been months of suffering from the pain you gave me
i'm still bleeding
i'm still crying
i'm still hoping
But none of it matters to you
I'm trying to believe what he told me
even if it was the truth
I think it won't change a thing
That was morden history
Labels: I miss you..
My eternal drug.
ILY, 061009. || 4:51 PM
Don't feel lyk coming tuh post siahh
so many things happening
so many things to think about
then next week cmf die derrhs
WANNA TURN BACK THE TIME!!!
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ILY, 061009. || 10:28 PM
having band tmr
SIAN!!
cannot do formation
burnt tio finger
can't even catch flag properly
BUT i wanna do!
i think its getting worst lo, my finger
peel of the outer skin thn can only see flesh
bright RED
nice. So long nvr get injury liao
mum say if can't get any better have to go see doc
waste money nia
wore brown contacts to sku
teachers all looked at miie nvr tio caught
good lo, not obvious
My eternal drug.
ILY, 061009. || 8:52 PM
feeling fcuked off today
don't say by who luhhs
alr did our best
what do they still wann from us
we spend all our precious time in band
endure all the tough practices
zap all our energy off
yet?
treat us lyk what?
puppet? dolls? or better, slaves?
so good you all do luhh
talk behind our backs
started to lyk band
but then?
lyk this how to continue attending practices?
use our energy for nothing,
use our efforts for nothing
sheash,
being a colourguard makes miie feel extra
adding colours to YOUR band
its lyk i'm not even part of it
do you noe it hurts when you are alr doing your best & no one appreciates it?
My eternal drug.
ILY, 061009. || 9:34 PM
wanted to close this blog
no one visit
i nvr post
for what siahhs
still feeling empty luhh
hollow shell
how long can i last?
how long will it take miie to overcome this feeling?
Why does it always happen to miie?
My eternal drug.
ILY, 061009. || 11:51 PM
BLOG!! DON'T DIE!
haiish, this blog so pathatic
band today
at first so pathatic
i only CG
after that rest of the sec 2 come
then 3s and 4s
then i took sec 2s for awhile
super scary
don't noe what to do
started with the basics
drop spin, push spin etc
seniors come jiu did toss and formation
&& prepare for cca carnival
learning new things
doing basic marching that time
march with percussions
coz i haven learn
double step mah
thn i count halfway no breathe
pheww..
thn ending do cca carnival formation
quite good luhh
My eternal drug.
ILY, 061009. || 9:15 PM
class outing
damn fun
afternoon go collect food for bbq
late afternoon bbq at pasir ris
starting the fire was hard work
used lots of fire starter
finally can start cooking after awhile
ohh yeah
ALL the chicken wings are burnt
still have satays and sausagues
walked on the beach
quite alot of dead fishes
all grossed out
nvr play captain ball
sad-ed lo
&& i took alot of pics
used huilin phone until no batt
wakakaka...
i pro mah.
all gonna upload in facebook
feel free to come browse :]
ohh..
percussions were there too!
My eternal drug.
ILY, 061009. || 11:29 PM
Just posted to say...
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPOS!
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ILY, 061009. || 10:28 PM
I'm baaccckk!!
Missing KL now luhhs.
Especially at night,
party times..
Fell in love with times square.
Shopping <3
Theme park <3
Sleep late, wake up early
Thought i was gonna die mans
Got to know more of the band members during this trip
Got to love band more.
Awww... ._.
Two competition days.
Make ups were lyk, monsterous
thick
No choice. haiish.
Looked lyk ghost.
Roomed with huilin
Almost everyday her section come our room
Got complained twice, i think
From guests and manager of donno what :/
Last night there also came
Miie & laopo sleeped first
They an hour plus thn leave
I don't noe got unglam not
So paisehh!! Lawls. >.<
Well... Now looking forward to sku reopen.
My eternal drug.
ILY, 061009. || 11:49 PM
Firstly, i have to say sorry about just together with you a few days jiu have to leave you.
I'm really sorry about that but i can sure that i'll miss you like siao de!! =(
When you miss me, take out this letter or look at my pictures ok?? =)
One thing i want to tell you is , even i will have to leave for one month but you are always in my heart and mind.
I will think of you always de. =)
Secondly, i feel so happy in this few days larh, you think so?? =)
I think i'm going to love you more and more, not going to let you go liao larh.
Hahax... will you?? I think the answer is 'No' ba =)
Okay, lastly, have to say that thx for being my gf.
I think our view on 'love' looks same so i hope we can last long, long ,long... XD
Let's make it together bah =)
Labels: and there will never be a second letter..
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ILY, 061009. || 3:49 PM
went to band at 12 plus today
walao
section members sabo miie
do cartwheel infront of whole band
embaressing sia
luckly nvr fall,
or i really go suicide lo
thn yixin nvr go today
reach there awhile hanjing went off
lyk change shift lyk that
new flags, new costumes, new shoes
new so many things
going KL next week le
have tuh jiayou in all band pracs lo
Labels: let miie be in this dreamland a little while longer
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ILY, 061009. || 11:47 PM
another tiring day
headache lehh, after lunch
today is the worst,
formation-a lot of mistakes
toss-throw slanted
sparten-throw like shit
poor trina luhh
have tuh catch my lousy throw
don't noe whats with miie luhh
can't do anything right
also accidentaly spilled the slurpy
spilled plain water
both kenna ppl [yixin & hanjing]
don't noe still can deal with this how much longer
at this rate, i die first luhh.
then went home with yixin
walked pass badminton court
got a guy we don't noe say we from bmb, colourguard.
sia luhh.
stalker..
Jk. Who would wanna stalk us? Lolx.
My eternal drug.
ILY, 061009. || 6:25 PM