feeling fcuked off today
don't say by who luhhs
alr did our best
what do they still wann from us
we spend all our precious time in band
endure all the tough practices
zap all our energy off
yet?
treat us lyk what?
puppet? dolls? or better, slaves?
so good you all do luhh
talk behind our backs
started to lyk band
but then?
lyk this how to continue attending practices?
use our energy for nothing,
use our efforts for nothing
sheash,
being a colourguard makes miie feel extra
adding colours to YOUR band
its lyk i'm not even part of it
do you noe it hurts when you are alr doing your best & no one appreciates it?
My eternal drug.
ILY, 061009. || 9:34 PM